1/2 madness

Just played about 1600 hands of 1/2... the good news is I got like 1200 ftps. The horrible news is that I dropped over 4 buyins. It was just like everything went wrong. During it I definitely felt like just calling it quits for good. I need like 4500 more ftps for the bonus. I might play another session tonight since I won't be able to play tomorrow. I think once I clear the bonus most of the money in the account will be coming out. I might leave a little bit to play sngs or whatever. It's been pretty smooth sailing lately, but this reminded me of why a normal job would be nice. I don't feel like doing much of anything after a session like that. I don't want to hang out with my friends, or talk to my girlfriend, or anything. I hate this feeling and I won't miss it at all.

I'm going to eat some food, and get ready for my night session. I'll admit I may have not played my best earlier, but I also ran pretty bad. I hope it turns around tonight.

-Boooom